I went back to church today. I’d never felt better in a long time. It’s like a huge stone’s been lifted off my heart. It became clearer to me that this is what I’m supposed to do, wanted to do, but never done it.
Going about doing things my way for the past 3 years, all seemed like a bad dream now. I have awakened in His presence once more.
If you never step into a church or feel the Holy Spirit before, there’s no way I can describe to you how it feels like. You need to experience it yourself. You really need to have faith, let go, and believe.
And when He’s there, you know you can’t stop the tears.
Now, I can really say that I’m back for good. No more excuses.
3 comments:
chio bu chio bu
Yes Chio Bu was the other nick, but I gave this to myself.
You called me Betty Boop.
i agree with ya, BB... expreience with God/ HS is indescrip-able and simply wonderful. I remember a scene in Grey's Anatomy where the famale lead, Meredith, just completed a complicated surgery and sagged onto the fllor, feeling the adrenalin. She said "I don't get why people do drug, this feels so good!" Likewise, encounter with God is my high... I don't get why pple need to do things to get high, just get to know God! jj
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